No darkness sheds a doubt on me
About the road that lies ahead,
The continuity of progress
I’m moving forward, step by step
Creeping towards an empty castle
Or maybe, just a crooked shed.
No light was ever in that building,
With outside rays avoiding sight
And not one creature on this crowded planet
Knew that it was being built
But I.
I hold control, I command that action
With world full of my focus
Though battling through my distractions
I keep on going
Thinking that I know what will come next
And still, with every step, there is a test.
I move alone, and not one soul
Is with me now.
But there will be a ball,
With lights and drinks and songs.
And there, there will be all
Who love and cherish, and adore
However, no message has been yet sent out
There was no signal yet at all.
My feet are restless,
Cracking through the road
A concrete line, and then a dirt path
Filled with toads.
Than back to nature,
Though it’s often shy
Over a human it powers
And still it shines.
Unlike this path.
It slithers through the arching trees,
And as I walk, it seems I cannot breathe
Under the pressure of perfection
That flora placed on top of me.
The fauna seems to be asleep,
Resting eternally.
But it is steep
In the variety of life
And joy, and shared warm worry
Not about arguing,
Or what I like to do - always say sorry.
No, the complex web of glory in the wild
Has yet no consciousness
But has its own undoubted pride
Of what it is and how it watches
All or who dare here pass by.
Just I pass here, and walk, and walk
In solitude yet not confined
I’m free just like a little piece
Of ancient chalk
That broke off of another chalk
And as I walk, there are indeed the lines
That have been drawn
By those, whos walks to me were parallel,
They let me know
Of how and why they reached the end.
As I go on and on, and as I just come closer
I see the roof, which seems to never be enclosing.
But building blocks are being laid
With every step I made.
There will not be a roof
If I decide this path is just too easy for me.
Yet it will all be just a shed
If I will let the chalk lines stop me
I sit in silence.
Though noises cut through all of space
Inside this room, that’s full of empty minded
My eyes now rest
Upon the ones that rest on me
One moment do, and then part ways,
And only to return.
My heart, not one that is the strongest
But one that froze, starts beating once again.
But do those eyes now scream that they adore me?
Or are they just an intersection that exists?
In endless space,
Where millions of steps
Are meant to be,
And yet they come just once
Inside the slowly moving tide of time
Where things that disappeared are meant to be collected
And ones that lost are meant to win again.
Oh love, so bitter sweet.
The place that none but all once dream of
The moment which would take their life away
And then return.
No doubts, no hesitation
But bruises, bleeding, extra steps,
The tears, the talks, the death of souls
The resurrection of ones’ cold entitled mind
That told them once ‘No worse will happen’
But once again, they cry, alone.
My head is full of noise.
Though now the room is silent
And those who sit here now possess a lonely thought
My eyes still rest
Upon the ones that still rest on me
And now for longer, longer pause
And yet they still come back.
My heart is starting to get stronger
It's beating now, melting the ice.
Those eyes now whisper something like ‘I love you’,
The intersection is there, but not for sacrifice.
Of things I love, the many which there are,
None showed me quite the meaning
Of what it is and where it was
That something which the greats described as holy
God-like, the heavy inspiration to their prose
The one and only, which or rather who
Could turn away
And then run back, with nothing
But the speed of those two crashing hearts
The canvas for the arts,
The notes for music,
The strength for fights,
The beakers for the fluids
For all of it,
Nothing, no way and nowhere
But everywhere, in every single atom
Of one's being, a special, undetected
Single wave.
My head is foggy
The empty minded and the mindful are not there
Almost as time has got to be somewhere.
My eyes are now completely focused
Onto the ones that now are close to me
For an eternity, with no intent to leave,
No need to ever look away.
My heart, that now is finally the strongest
Beats fast and freely, now generating warmth.
Now not a whisper, loud and ringing - ‘I adore you’.
My heart will now start seeking growth.