Cupcakes or pepper spray
Does not really matter
When a guy you like is most likely gay
Cupcakes or pepper spray
A man in the elevator alone
Is a threat to you on any given day
Cupcakes and pepper spray,
A teenage boy and a young woman
A teenage boy in a young woman’s
Body
Vital serum or poison
Or chemical X
Or sugar
And spice
No thank you for everything nice
Nice, sweet, pleasant, tasty
Is it me
Or a cupcake
I ate that cupcake
Like you ate me
In a similar way
I am not sure is it sexual
I personally do not want to be consumed
Can’t speak for that cupcake
Sex
with fear
out of fear
without fear
Will my boundaries
Will my body
Be.
Still.
Do not move.
Violated?
Bitter and sour
My skin
It tricked you
It smelled like a cupcake
Bitter and sour
My face?
No, a pepper spray
Bitter and sour
Or you thought I will taste like a cake
It did not matter to you
You still ate me like a cupcake
The way I gave you a sugar rush
You gave me shivers and tears
Sugarless, bitter, empty
Like my pepper spray
You consume all
Only a paper left
It’s no difference to you
A girl or a cupcake
My only hope is your fatal death from diabetes
Pepper cupcake
Cupcake spray
Spread your legs
You say
I wish to have more choices than death or pepper spray
I wish for cupcakes
But get seen as prey
Spread your legs
Or pepper spray
We end up meeting at night
Somewhere between pepper and spray
I don’t want to be alone
that has to
pray
We end up meeting at night
Beneath the dying stars
You and me
Who will die
You or me